So a couple of my good friends had got me thinking that I should still have a wedding. Just something more intimate...wedding then cake afterwards. Because there are the "what ifs" with my dad. What if after starting chemo he never feels good enough to walk me down that aisle...what if..well you know.
I am torn...I want to but the funds are not looking hot lately. I know I have most of what I need but there are still things that cost alot. On another note...last night I did find out that my sister will probably be staying out here longer thru the holidays and I am so freaking HAPPY!!!!!! So maybe I can do the wedding in early December or something. Although that would prolly mean no gifts this year..lol
So I guess I will be pondering this for a while now. UGH!